Tuesday, 22 July 2014

Somewhere in between

I am soooo restless right now. More than ever this summer, I feel like I'm in limbo, like I'm in between two lives; my life in London, and my life in Uppsala.

Everything's settled for me to get back to Uppsala now. I'm getting my room in August and I was accepted to the master's program in translation. I just can't wait to get started.

I've been keeping busy this whole month, I just got back to my mum's place after visiting my dad for almost a week. Now there are only ten more days until I move into my room, and I think that's what makes me so anxious. It's so close! Only ten more days until I get to pack up all of my stuff, pack it up in a room that's mine and live my life, just the way I want to right now.

Weirdly enough, this restlessness kind of makes me paralysed. I don't really want to do anything, I'm just watching time go by. There's nothing worth doing since I'm so close to leaving anyway. It really is like my life is on pause.

That's not how it should be, is it? One should make the most of every single day in one's life. I mean, ten days, that's still quite a lot. I bet you could get loads of things done in ten days. Not that I know what that would be... Anyone have any ideas for a ten day project I could occupy myself with before I move?

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